Emma’s Apartment

Chapter 14 - Emma’s Apartment
The next morning, Thomas asked to see where Lucas lived.
Emma almost said no.
Not because she wanted to punish him, though a small bruised part of her did. She hesitated because poverty is a private wound. People with money often think seeing it makes them compassionate when it mostly makes them loud. They apologize to the walls, stare too long at the couch, and offer solutions before understanding the dignity required to survive with so little.
But Lucas wanted to show him the drawings.
So Emma let Thomas come.
Their apartment sat above a laundromat in East Hollywood. The hallway smelled of detergent, old rain, and someone’s fried onions. A strip of carpet had peeled near the stairs. The lock needed to be lifted before it turned. Emma watched Thomas notice everything and carefully say nothing.
Inside, Lucas ran to a shoebox beneath his bed and pulled out a stack of crayon drawings. There were rockets, dogs, a crooked city skyline, and dozens of pictures of a faceless man standing beside Emma and Lucas. In every drawing, the man’s face was blank because Lucas had never known what to put there.
Thomas sat on the floor to look.
That mattered to Emma more than any apology he had spoken so far.
Lucas handed him one drawing of a boy beneath a huge flag. “I made this after I saw you on TV. Mom got mad when I asked if you were the man.”
Emma closed her eyes. “I wasn’t mad at you.”
“I know,” Lucas said. “You were scared.”
Thomas looked up at her. The apartment window threw pale daylight across his face, revealing a man who had spent the night losing every excuse.
On the kitchen table sat a stack of unopened bills, a broken mug holding pens, and a framed photograph Emma had kept facedown for years. Thomas reached toward it, then stopped. “May I?”
Emma nodded.
He turned it over.
It was the two of them outside the clinic in the rain, his jacket around her shoulders, her head tilted against his arm. They looked unbearably young.
“I thought you hated me,” he said.
“I tried.”
“Did it work?”
She looked at Lucas arranging drawings between them. “Some days.”
Thomas accepted the answer because it was more than he deserved.
Then Lucas climbed into his lap without asking, as children do when their hearts decide faster than their histories.
Thomas froze.
Emma saw panic cross his face, then wonder, then grief.
Carefully, he wrapped his arms around the son he had missed and whispered, “I have a lot to learn.”
Lucas patted his shoulder. “Mom can teach you. She knows everything.”
May you like
Thomas looked at Emma.
For the first time, he agreed completely.